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Desperately in love here.
I have a question about spells. Specifically, what else can I perform? I’ve posted before, this is edited and added to.
So, there is me, and a person I had a crush on for 2 years. For me it was love from first sight. There is age difference (I’m older). I cannot think straight when I am near that man. He is average looking, so idk what attracted me so deeply and caused these feelings. I believe, that he has not been noticing my existence, but also I might be biased. We talk, it’s just not as much as I’d want it to be. I’ve done spells (non-physical) on him before, but the results is not what I wanted. It is very rare that I like anyone, it happened just a few times in my life (2-3). I think I am in-love at this point… he occupies my mind 24/7. I tried to rip these feelings out of my heart and I failed. I did not do any spells for at least a year because I wanted him to be happy with or without me, and I hoped I’d stop liking him, I just wanted him to be happy (he was/is single). I am very conventionally attractive. I can’t add my photo here, but I look similar to the actress that plays Lucrezia Borgia (as styled in the movie), except I am taller. I work as a model (actually. This is a paid hobby). I am formally well educated in a technical field as well. I love him, and I can’t help it. Two years is too long for me to deny it. I would bake him banana bread, put flowers into his hair, have him nap on my belly, and make him c*m every night too. I know this sounds boastful, but I need to rely information efficiently. I am a very down to earth and kind irl. I cannot and do not want to let this go as it goes anymore, so we are weaving. ALL my spells worked before. Always. Even when I didn’t believe.
This is not a desperate for attention situation, I have plenty of respectful attention from high quality men. Also I don’t feel like I NEED a man. I am happy internally, I don’t NEED another human.
So far I tried a honey jar. It’s just honey and two names facing each other. Since my feelings are very strong, I have enough concentration to focus on it every night, so I am “pouring” energy into it every day. I also had an urge to do an apple spell (I’ve done it once before and it, of course, worked. It was a different spell, it had the prayer and I didn’t cut it). The apple spell was intuitive and I did what I felt was needed/right. I THINK it’s working. I’ll keep you updated.
Any recs on reconciliation and communication spells? I’d highly appreciate your help. In return I promise to keep you all updated.
I am a patient, goal oriented woman. I will weave this and pour into it.