How to make friends?
I'm a sun and venus with a lot of 10th house (career) placements. Lately I'm taking a break to heal and figure out what I really want.
I've always struggled making close friendships. I've had a lot of disappointment and have been working to address mental health so I can better connect, but honestly it feels like a lot of people just want surface level.
I've recently been in this girl group chat I thought was really fulfilling, but just this week I shared something vulnerable and got ignored. While they are active in other chats and instagram. Its kinda silly, but also it's this familiar feeling of betrayal and I'm noticing an instinct to cut them off. I feel like I've been going through this deep dark transmutation alone with little support. and to see the girls I thought were my support just prefer surface bs idk it makes me feel alien. I thought about bringing it up but it might just be an incompatibility with how deep I'd prefer to go.
The gag is other scorpios avoid me LOL its like too much of a mirror. how do u make friends? I'm good at finding connection anywhere cause I like to observe ppl and think deeply about the experience, but I cannot make a deep real friendship.