My system loves music. We listen to it, learning instruments and learning theory. We dissecting it and learning. Any other systems that into music production. Like it consumes your soul into it. I know its a long shot but trying to find another system that career driven/hobby driven.
I need your advice. I had my alter speak once using my voice when we were upset when they activated for the first time. I always had one alter since I was 15 then again two years ago. She split into ones and we learned what we were at 36. We are 39 now and still getting a handle on things.
My alters don't want to speak strictly in the head space anymore. They want us to speak outloud to each other to work on projects together. We want to sing but they are feeling trapped inside me. I have osdd 1b. my alters want the same rights as the host does. We co-front and our boundary is not to have memory gaps where one alter blocks the other out and we forget things and end up strange places again. But my little can say her name outloud and they are jealous. we all want to be equal as part of the system. It something we really want but we are scared. I need ideas on how to help them get over the trauma of being forced to remain silent for decades. Finding our voice is something need to heal but I can't find a mental person to help with this because they rather throw meds at me. All my doctors are hearing is voices. I don't want to silence them. I want them to be louder. Its what we want but don't know how to do this. Any advice would appreciated. Thank you.
My system is AB system.
Main alter Anime Babe, appeared age 15/16
She broke under pressure and Fall 2024 I got Protector, Thera-pisst, Priestess.
CPTSD flash back May 2026 I got Timabethe, Addomeia, Beany, Toby and Confectious. Our mindspace came online this time also. Its called Wonderland which is weird because its all white.
They call me Vigil but my name is Laura. I have BPD, CPTSD, OSDD1B. Pick a trauma, any trauma and I had it growing up and then some hence three mental illnesses lol
I am 39, SAHM. 420 friendly, bi so lgbt person, i love writing anime like characters hence why my first alter named herself Anime Babe. I am learning violin and music production. Huge music nut. Not much for tv. Love anime. One Piece, Original Digimon, Cardcaptors, few lovey dovey ones. I write poetry and dark fantasy erotic romance. Love tallships, pirates, tattoos, glow in dark stuff. Love stationary.
So me and my alters have been trying to work on our social skills as well as hobbies. Hobbies we got in down. Peopling not so much. Because I am a SAHM learning and embracing my alters i keep things private from my family so I am want to meet others like myself first. Once i stopped being afraid of my system I learned to love it. However its lonely. Its sad when my little Beany has to cheer me up. I am very blunt, open and honest. I am try to be nice and not an ass so if cross the line don't ghost me.
So let me know about your system if interested. Thanks.
My system is AB system.
Main alter Anime Babe, appeared age 15/16
She broke under pressure and Fall 2024 I got Protector, Thera-pisst, Priestess.
CPTSD flash back May 2026 I got Timabethe, Addomeia, Beany, Toby and Confectious. Our mindspace came online this time also. Its called Wonderland which is weird because its all white.
They call me Vigil but my name is Laura. I have BPD, CPTSD, OSDD1B. Pick a trauma, any trauma and I had it growing up and then some hence three mental illnesses lol
I am 39, SAHM. 420 friendly, bi so lgbt person, i love writing anime like characters hence why my first alter named herself Anime Babe. I am learning violin and music production. Huge music nut. Not much for tv. Love anime. One Piece, Original Digimon, Cardcaptors, few lovey dovey ones. I write poetry and dark fantasy erotic romance. Love tallships, pirates, tattoos, glow in dark stuff. Love stationary.
So me and my alters have been trying to work on our social skills as well as hobbies. Hobbies we got in down. Peopling not so much. Because I am a SAHM learning and embracing my alters i keep things private from my family so I am want to meet others like myself first. Once i stopped being afraid of my system I learned to love it. However its lonely. Its sad when my little Beany has to cheer me up. I am very blunt, open and honest. I am try to be nice and not an ass so if cross the line don't ghost me.
So let me know about your system if interested. Thanks.