u/Alternative_You8515

in light of doing some self reflection recently (i'm halfway to 23), i've made a list of things about myself that i'm grateful for but are also double-edged:

• i just let things happen to me
• i can never really get angry
• people fall in love with me too easily and too quickly
• the last twenty minutes are more important than the first twenty hours
• the grass will always be greener (on the other side)
• i can never get enough
• i am the most sentimental person in my subcontinent
• and as i get older, it gets easier and easier to leave
• not afraid to get lost
• not afraid to be a little too brave
• i don't take time to nurse my wounds
• i can convince anyone of a lie on the spot (except for my mom. i miss her)
• everywhere feels like home
• i know.
• love to dilly dally (& to loiter)
• i will die before i have to hold back a laugh
• i fall in love too easily and too quickly
• i think i would make a great mother someday (and this is the greatest tragedy of all)
• time is meant to be wasted, money is meant to be spent, i am on a hedonic treadmill and
• happiness is a mindset. you can be the happiest bug in the world while being the saddest bean in the world. i know this to be true.
• nietzsche said in the end things must be as they are and have always been, the great things remain for the great and the abysses for the profound and the delicacies and thrills for the refined and i say in the end everything will be fine, always