My crush has seen my reposts from when I was together with my ex. Should I delete my reposts or am I brooding?
So I'm in a situtationship with this one guy from my school (let's call him H for huzz). We're both aware that we really like eachother and it's been getting kinda serious lately. A couple of days ago I had a birthday party where we exchanged eachother's Tiktok accounts. When giving him my Tiktok account I didn't come to think of how he'll be able to see all of my reposts. He immediately went to look at them and teased me about it because I was visibly embarrassed about some of the cringe stuff I posted there.
The problem however was that the reposts contain some Tiktok's from the time I was with my ex (let's call him A for asshole). Me and him broke up officially some months ago or so. The only time I've mentioned my ex to H was when I had to share something really personal that he needed to know about me in order to continue our "thing". So H pretty much only knows that A was and asshole but no specifics.
Just a little more about A if it matters. The reason I was, I guess, ready for a new thing kind of "quick" was because I lowkey despised A for a long time but breaking up with him took me a lot of strength. He was a great manipulator and mentally violent (also physically at the beginning of our relationship). I'm not calling myself a saint but ever since leaving I've started to realize that the people around us have a huge impact on us. What MIGHT impact the reason I'm so annoyed about my reposts is because I feel shame for how I let things slide and how delusional I was.
So anyways, H has told me that he will and has stalked my reposts, which has made me stalk my own reposts as well. There's been a lot of those cringe "when my boyfriend" tiktoks etc. I've spent hours trying to delete them from my reposts but everytime I go check again there are some that I've missed. So he's most likely seen them. Those tiktok's that are targeted at my ex have been in a very positive tone and it kind of makes me scared that H gets a view of me somehow missing my ex or a sense that I'm not "pure" (awful choice of words but I hope you get what I mean). It's like I feel embarrassed and shamed that I've been like that for someone else if that makes sense?
So basically I'm kind of asking if guys do really care about exes or Tiktok reposts like that? What I know of H is that he's the kindest and most understanding person like ever, but he does also have a tendency for overthinking so I don't know if he's overthinking my reposts. Am I worrying for no reason or is there something I should do?
For context both H and I are 18 years old. A is 19 years old. This is my first reddit post so I'm really sorry if my yapping doesn't make any sense. I'm bad at explaining when anxious.