I stopped believing in shifting years ago but I shifted today
Back in maybe 2021-2022 I was very active in the shifting community, I tried all sorts of methods, tried to have a decent mindset, scripted, etc but ultimately I never ended up shifting. I was in a really bad mindset back then because I was pouring pretty much all of my focus on to other realities and basically didn’t care at all about this reality which lead to pretty extreme depression. I had to sort of force myself to take a step back from shifting and when I did I eventually stopped believing in it entirely. I certainly wasn’t an anti shifter or anything but just so long of trying with no result wore down on me and I couldn’t do it anymore so I stopped pretty much everything involved with it.
That leads me to current day, it’s been years since i’ve even really thought about shifting at all as more than just a passing thought but I went to sleep last night, I was having some sort of standard for me dream that’s all sorts of fuzzy and I can’t remember when I woke up. But when I woke up I fully was not in my room at all, in fact I was in my old childhood home. Back when I was actively trying to shift I remember I had a waiting room of sorts and it was literally just my childhood home but like only me & like a few other changes. For reference it’s literally been over 10 years since i’ve lived there and i’ve literally moved country’s since.
So I woke up there and honestly for a few minutes it just felt totally normal like I didn’t even really process anything and then I was like pause. Where the hell am I. It was actually so clear, I could feel everything exactly how I could here. Like I literally just sat there in bed for a few minutes just touching things around me. I was kind of freaking out but I got up and walked out of my room. Specially over to the like dining room kitchen area of my old house and it has these like big windows that let in a lot of light and oh my god it’s was crazy. Where i’m from it’s a super warm humid country for most of the year with a lot of sun, like even being inside it feels totally different than where I live currently and oh my god. I could like feel that I was back home, like an idiot I even looked at the sun and got that like dot thing in my vision for a few seconds if you guys know what I mean. by this point I was like really freaked out and I was definitely either going to have a panic attack or I was having one, I get those here that’s nothing different for me and things get a little fuzzy for me when that happens like I can’t really focus on my surroundings much because i’m trying not to freak out and then despite having been standing up there I was suddenly sitting up in bed here in this reality, sort of breathing heavy and I know absolutely for a fact that I never like woke up. Like I went to sleep here, woke up there, and then came back already up here. and you know when you try to remember a dream and even if you can it’s still so obviously was a dream, like you know it wasn’t real and you weren’t conscious for it, I had fully just felt like I had been conscious and remember every little thing that happened there even for that short period of time as clearly as I would as something happened in this reality.
It’s was easier today when this happened and I feel like my head it sort of spinning a bit i’m still just processing but it so crazy to me and I just had to share it somewhere.