u/Altruistic-Piglet-28

I’m going to be honest, I have some fresh scars but start phlebotomy courses in 5 days. It slipped my mind in the moment but now I’m wondering, will having some recent scars be okay for the course?

I only have it on one arm and I was thinking of covering them with bandages or wrap.
Not sure what to do and was thinking if I could just tell my instructor that I got hurt on my right arm and ask if I can have ppl practice on my left?

TL;DR \[I (20) have been with my boyfriend (21) for over a year and live with him rent-free, but I feel more like a convenience than a partner. He regularly insults me, dismisses my feelings, expects things like daily massages and cooking, and rarely shows appreciation. He avoids affection, talks to other girls online, and refuses to publicly acknowledge our relationship. Despite me working, paying for many of our meals, and buying him gifts, he often says paying rent excuses how he treats me. Am I selfish for wanting more from the relationship?\]

I have to give my bf massages everyday, he also said that he’ll never marry me if I don’t cook for him everyday.
I’ve tried cooking for him many many times but he never appreciated it ever, never even said thank you. He does the same when his grandma visits, says it’s the treatment he deserves, and acts spoiled.

The biggest problem is he’s really mean to me and he thinks it’s funny, He’s calls me ugly, fat (I’m pretty underweight) every time I eat in front of him he says “is all you do is eat” shaming me, makes disgusted faces at me if I ask if I look good. If I tell him I’m insecure about something he uses it in his next joke.

He’s never done anything romantic, hates when I touch him, doesn’t kiss me, doesn’t compliment me, and he talks to a bunch of random girls on insta, posting shirtless pics, and refuses to post anything about being in a relationship.

I even tried moving out (found a roommate and everything) then he begged me to stay.

I’m so tired, I work all night and I understand he’s a really hard worker and he does a lot but I feel he doesn’t care that I also work. I pay for most our meals, I buy him treats, an Xbox, Nikes, and etc. And I’m always there for him but he straight up said that he doesn’t want or need me there.

Every argument we have he makes it about himself and says “Who’s the one paying rent huh” and uses it to excuse not treating me like a gf.
At this point I feel like he doesn’t want me to leave because he likes the benefits not because he actually cares about me. But he does say I love you to me daily. I’m so confused and I don’t even know what I can do, I’m so stressed and I feel so insecure that I cried in the bathroom at work over the things he’s been saying to me.