u/AltruisticAd7384

Im 34F living with epilepsy since I was 13. I've been feeling very sad for a while. I think it is because I'm turning 35 and I'm still single childless and will continue like this in the near future. I know I, like an adult, should concentrate on my self and improving my self, but it's some days, really hard looking at , comparing yourself to other women who have families and partners. I know their lives may be far from perfect but it is something I sometimes do. Living with epilepsy has been hard, the relationship I have with my body it is really hard, and I think I push people, possible partners away because of this. Have any of you ever felt like this with this disease? What is your relationship with your body?