u/AmalgamationOfBeasts

I think I finally scared myself into stopping

Long story short, I was clean for years. I just graduated college. I’ve been freaking out. This has been a particularly intense relapse. I was having really intense urges during dungeons and dragons (right now) and went to the bathroom and did a few. The last one I did fast instead of slow, and it’s gaping to fat. I have a pad taped to my arm under my jacket sleeve until DoorDash brings snacks for everyone (and butterfly strips for me). As soon as I saw it, the usual satisfaction was replaced with dread and fear. I now can’t imagine doing it again. After nearly a decade on and off, I think I finally snapped myself out of it. Let’s hope this dread is permanent. Be careful, everyone. Be safe.

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u/AmalgamationOfBeasts — 3 days ago
▲ 1.3k r/NativePlantCirclejerk+1 crossposts

Why are feral horses and cattle bad for ecosystems but bison were a keystone species?

Is it the sheer amount of them? Is it specific human controlled grazing practices? Has the landscape just changed and is not able to support that many large grazing animals anymore? Is there something specific about bison that made them able to survive off the land without destroying it? I guess this is more an ecology question, but I guess I wanted an answer with the idea of bison potentially one day returning to their massive numbers in mind (or at least an increase in conservation herds. I sadly dont think they could return to their historical population of tens of millions).

Anyway, I’m basically asking why feral/domestic livestock are causing damage rather than filling that keystone spot bison held. I’m also curious about what reintroducing massive numbers of bison would look like compared to the current millions of head of cattle currently grazing all across North America. They obviously can’t exist at those numbers at the same time, and the beef industry isn’t going anywhere anytime soon. So, of course this is all just hypothetical because I like bison and was wondering.

Picture of a bison I saw on a hike because why not? He was really close to the trail, so I had to take a detour after snapping this quick photo. Don’t worry, I stayed as far away as possible.

u/AmalgamationOfBeasts — 7 days ago
▲ 220 r/pitbulls

She has a tractive tracker on her collar because the cat (her brother Peanut) went missing for 5 weeks. He came back, but now EVERYONE gets a tracker in case they get out.

u/AmalgamationOfBeasts — 18 days ago
▲ 19 r/writers

Sorry if this is a common question! I’m writing a little dark fantasy thing that has an autistic main character. It’s really important to me that the reader is able to be in her head for all of the social and sensory and emotional intensity that goes along with being autistic. Third person limited just doesn’t feel personal enough for this particular project. I keep seeing posts and such about people immediately putting a book down once they realize it’s 1st person.

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u/AmalgamationOfBeasts — 19 days ago