u/Amazing_Listen8514

For reference before recovery I was >!250 and on a horrible weight loss journey that was very ed and last time I weighed myself which was I think a month ago I was 265!< I rlly despise my body and I’m not sure >!how much I am now because I know if I weigh myself I’ll go insane!< the hardest part of it all is knowing that after a >!binge!< I have to keep following my meal plan. Am I allowed to >!Loose weight!< while recovering? And even if not any support will be appreciated.. I’m rlly going through it.