Am I an attention seeker
Am I an attention seeker?
Hlo guys , first time writing on Reddit I don't think anyone is gonna read this but Thank you. I live in a hostel due to uni I moved out of my house after a sem of having a roommate. . One certain day I was knocking on the door she wasn't opening it so window is connected to badminton court so I went to badminton 🏸 court and asked her to open it I was shocked I got reminded of past trauma i guess she was showing her n#des to her boyfriend in video call them she saw me and suddenly asked me to give one min . Me I was getting PTSD or past trauma was killing me inside ( I was sAed at age of 7 ) I am not criticizing her it' s literally her choice .so went to my friends room in hostel. Another glass who is not friend of mine is there I waited until she left i don't want to turn this into gossip I asked one girl to come outside and I shared my story and trauma. She told me it' s not my fault. ( these ppl will not turn this into gossip becuz they are not that kind of ppl.
After that girl left i told another girl let's call her B . The first girl A or smthng.....
They are saying it's not my fault chill I was getting my emotions mixed up while crying i told why ( state name of my uni) is like this . Guys i choose uni as long distance one so I refer my uni name as ( place name of uni my uni has long ass name but name of the state is also present so ) I was crying my brain is killing me with headache due to past I was assaulted by someone close to my relatives he still roams around infront of me with no guilt
So my friend B is suddenly is arguing with me saying why am I bragging the state with me i clarified to her i refer uni by state name she was not listening bro 😭 i told i didn't mean it like that she was arguing with me verbally I tell her pls not argue with me i was having a mental breakdown. She got angry and left outside of room slamming the door
Friend B is quite a pick me and she is really spoiled and thinks everything abt her( main character energy of smthng)I am saying what i observed over an year
Friend A was telling me to leave it although I know very well she is not gonna stand up to me friend A would choose to comfort friend B i know that very well
So got outside of my room take my time to process these things
It made me think I was such an attention seeker. For telling everything happened and abt fight
What do you think? 🙂( Advice is appreciated )