My placement ghosted me
Been pretty upset recently, I studied Bachelor of Community and human services and graduated 2 months ago, and it was a very difficult degree in my circumstances. I did 500 hrs of placement and could only do 2 days a week due to having to keep stability (my current job) while living outside of home with my partner… earlier last year she had a spinal injury that really affected her and I had to step up in the relationship. On top of that especially kid last year, my family has been going through very difficult things all involving divorce and mental health crisis and it’s been difficult. A weight has been lifted off my shoulders after graduating
Some days in placement I felt like I could be at work because I kid you not I was just socialising as a youth worker and there’s a lot of down time. So they know my entire story and struggles, even with myself recently thinking I may have anxiety, my supervisor is too laid back and it’s been weeks trying to get a hold of her to be my refarees that I even asked one of the staff. I landed an amazing job opportunity and she can’t even do the bare minimum by filling out a two minute form… she would be my strongest refarees.
It’s a bit heartbreaking because I generally liked the people there and I’m like damn, I wish I had friends like this… and I’m more guarded then ever not to open up to people about my struggles
I was polite enthusiastic and valued wanting to even work there
This might affect if I get the job or not