Let me in please
You say you can't be with anyone else again; to stop yourself being hurt .
This frustrates me so much because I would never hurt you deliberately but I cant help dying, which is something you consider and I know you mean it.
We have a lot of history and I know if anyone could get through to you and get in those cracks it would likely be me.
I love you so much and have done for years your almost me in female form and I just want to make you happy. I would do anything for you you and just want to protect and look after you.
The irony is this is in unsent letters and I have said this to your face.
.I'm sorry for any part I might have had for you feeling like this. You are going through a tough time at the minute so just wanted to scream into the void where you will never see this.
Now it's coming to the point where I might have. To start moving on but I don't want to. I want you.
I just wish you would let me in beautiful, I would. Never hurt you deliberately I promise x