u/Ambitious-Music7462

Hey! First time ever on reddit, I desperately need advice. I’m a female, only 20, have been struggling with alcohol for over a year now. I have a bunch of mental health related issues, including bpd, which makes me very prone to addiction. I heavily rely on medication which I can’t take with alcohol, being off my meds this much makes the situation even worse. In result I just drink more as it has become a coping mechanism. The longest I’ve been sober is three weeks. My psychiatrist is aware but doesn’t seem to take it seriously. I get blackout drunk almost every night, it’s getting worse, starting to affect my personal life. I have no one to talk to about this, I feel trapped and have no idea what to do and where to start. I’m getting insanely paranoid about not being able to quit. I want to know that it is possible to get better