Yeoo!! :)
Throwaway! Hi guys, I’m not new to manifestation (even though it’s been really feeling like that lately). I’m not going to get into the nitty gritty details about my situation since it shouldn’t really matter anyway, but I’ve been trying to manifest my sp with various amounts of luck over the past year+. I used to have so much faith, and really thought that manifestation was working for me. Things started out pretty strong, but for the last 6-8 months or so I haven’t been where I want to be with him (weird complicated friends/on and off friends-with-benefits/going from texting all day every day to sporadically hearing from him/avoidant behaviors on his part, etc.) and I’ve been having such a hard time keeping the faith. It feels like no matter what I do I can’t detach, can’t manifest the relationship I want, and never will. Trying not to give up, but it’s so hard. Guess I’m looking for advice/hope that sometimes it really just does take time for things to pan out, success stories that maybe took a little on the longer side, and advice for how to not freak out with anxiety all day every day thinking about how I might just be losing my mind attached to someone who will never want me the way I want him, especially since I have a tendency to ruminate/hyperfixate. Any kind words are appreciated! :)