u/Ancient-Tangerine934

Sometimes I feel like I completely lost the ability to enjoy going outside.

I only leave home to buy groceries, then I come back immediately. Even prayers, I pray at home. I avoid visiting my cousins, I avoid people, conversations, everything.

I live in a “deshra”, so you probably know how people can be here… too much judgment, too much talking.

I’ve been like this for almost 6 years, since COVID started, and now isolation feels like a part of me.