Advaita to Bashar's teachings
Hi,
Has anyone come from Advaita teachings to Bashar? I find them complementary but also difficult. I watched a lot of Rupert Spira and other teachers in the past (many years ago) and I read a book someone wrote about awakening, I had a moment where I basically found my true nature from reading a koan, it triggered something that was beyond words and for a few minutes I sat in my true self.
It was a surprisingly direct experience considering some people attend those Rupert Spira seminars their whole life and never fully experience their true nature. I'm years past this event and I continued to stay in a mental state of "I don't actually exist" and my life went well, recently I've come back into the body more.. and wow ... there was sooo much stuff held in the body I hadn't processed.
The problem is now I don't really know how to process it, like I'm now seeing events from completely different perspectives and I think this is just a subtle form of the ego building itself back up again and I just keep telling myself "I'm a new person every moment" and "I don't exist" but this doesn't seem to get rid of these negative emotions. I also worry that using the "new person every moment" philosophy feeds a new ego. Anyone experienced anything similar? Any advice? Thank you.