I’m really thinking about it
I’m 37 years old. 14 years married. 19 together. My husband has been my one and only, and this is something that I’ve cherished along the years. But, for some years I’ve been wondering and wondering. Our life isn’t easy, but there’s love. He’s a really good men. Good father. And we have sex at least 3 times a week. And I deeply enjoy it. So, it’s not a dead bedroom, is not that I don’t love him. Is not that I want to leave him. But, there’s this part of me, that needs to feel the thrill again, the longing , the long hours conversation, the passion. I’m more outgoing and forward, my husband has a hard time “letting himself go” in the sense of, be more adventurous or trying new things. Sometimes I feel trapped because there so much out there and we barely go out. I like meeting new people and talk, laugh, dance… So, if I were to find someone alike, does it worth the fear of being caught? I don’t want to destroy my marriage. But I don’t want to live my life without knowing more. Does it make sense?