I dont know what happened that night
My boyfriend and I dont have the best relationship, he is toxic and missy and problematic but I still loved him and wanted to be with him so im in fault, hes always been into the idea of threesome mmf, but I wasnt, one day we were together and and he invited his friend to stay at our place, normally I wouldnt mind it in a healthy relationship senario but because I cant trust my boyfriend I got so upset and told the friend that hes not welcome and my bf didnt ask me before inviting anyone, my bf told me that he just need a place to stay the night and that his friend is not going to touch me and will just sleep in the living room, I said ok because it felt like I had no other choice and went to have a drink before going to sleep, when I woke up the next day my bf was sleeping beside me on bed and his friend is sleeping on the couch in the livingroom, when I got up I noticed that the bedsheet was covered with blood, I noticed a condom on the floor, I dont remember if it was used or not but I know that my bf never liked to use condoms, I couldnt ask my bf because I know I wouldnt get any answer from him, I try to ignore that night but it keeps haunting me and giving me anxiety whenever I think aout it and I dont know the answers to my questions