u/AnishRaj16

I'm M19 and i live with my Uncle n Aunt , they have 2 kids ,,who are in school..

When I completed my boards i wanted to go outside my hometown , in a college where frnds are going , living is hostel..or pg ..

But my Joint Family members stated ..this won't be good for him ..he will be spoiled ..will do all bad things,, Don't Know Why They Thought So ...

So ,, eventually my Uncle agreed to keep me , and I got admission in a nearby college..

Though i qualified for Symbiosis , BHU , DU...but my parents didn't have much to support me ,,

And I thought like ,, Living outside will cost much , Rent Food and all other expenses.. So i decided..okk ..

The 1st few months..went good... Everything was fine .. Happy..like Yoo .. Enjoying the College life ..But soon ..I got to know.. about the Fight between Uncle and Aunty.. where Aunty didn't want to keep me .. though my Dad used to send Monthly Expenses to Uncle still ..

And from there..it's never been the same .. I feel more like a burden to them .. I even thought Leaving and finding a Room near my college ..but Uncle stopped me , saying.. Neighbours know that , U are staying with yr Uncle..if u move ..it will be more like ..Why didn't u keep him !?? ..i never understood..what he meant by this ..

But yeah What Neighbour thinks ..is the highest priority for my Uncle Aunty... during my semester exams..when I used discuss late night with my study group... Aunty tells me to Stop the Call .. don't discuss..Ppl will think..U are talking to someone this late .. I mean WTF .. really..is this yr concern

I have won like more than 10 competitions and represented my college my club .. outside..

But I never celebrate while I'm home ..Cos there's nobody to ask ..

Even my cousins.. don't listen to me ..when I say them ..do this ...Go study..turn off the TV ..but they don't..and being her mom sitting nearby.. doesn't say a word..

And at this point it's 1 n 1/2 yr ..here ..I have known..They have taken me for Granted..

I never questioned them .. never did something wrong.. no complain nothing..and yet ,, I'm all alone loney..

She doesn't even ask me for food nowadays...if I Keep studying..or doing my work..like say from 9 to 2 pm ..She will ask everyone and give them the food but not me ..I will do it myself..the Last one to Eat ..

This kind of breaks me ..cos I was never treated like this..I really miss my family...but Pressure of Doing The Best and Giving a better life ..just Overshadows everything..

Just want to leave this Place.. sometimes..i feel so lonely inside..I think it could have been better if I had a Dog .. at least someone by my Side ..