Sorry before hand for any spelling errors, english isn't my first language.
For some background I have known this friendgroup (which I'll call group A) for a litle under 2 years, since we started in the same class in August 2024. The group is me, one other girl, and 3 guys, one of them I dated for 1,5 years but I have that breakup posted on my profile.
Anyway, everyone in the group is realy nice, but they all annoy me so much. They're loud, energetic, jokes about alot of stuff, and it pisses me off. The othe girl in the group is my best friend, but she can be so annoying without meaning to. Like she huggs me or nudges me without asking (in a friendly way), but I can be quite sensitive to touch. They also don't realy listen in class and it's annoying, hearing them complain about tests or assignments because they willingly sat and played games or fell asleep. All our conversations in the group can also never seem more grown up and it all feels so childish in a way. I mean, we are 18, and they do very much act like just any other 18-year old, but I've just grown to resent them for it.
My friendgroup in my old school (which I'll call group B) where completly different. It was me and 4 other girls, and we where all pretty quiet and mature. We where considerd the "weird kids" in a way. All our conversstions felt so mature, we usualy talked about like phylosological or scientifical questions, and it all felt so comfortable and it was something I was actualy interested in. I mean, group A is currently obsessed with buzzball or whatever, and I could not give less of a fuck about that, while at my last hangout with group B we discused like views on different religions (all of us are atheists), and it's a subject I'm genyinely interested in.
To be fair, I'm closer to the people in group A than group B, but that's just because group A is more "inteuding" in my life, I guess? They've all ben at my house and met my family, and we hang out quite a bit, but it feels more like a chore rather than something I want to do. Group B has ben at my house once, and that was the last day of school before we changed schools, and that just felt so comfortable.
I can't exactly talk about this to anyone either. At home I talk about my day alot, and since group A is in my day every day that's what I mosty talk about, and my parents see that as me having the time of my life with them. I've never realy had close friends so that's also kinda why I can't exactly hate on grouo A to my parents. They just piss me off and like every day I just wish they'd stop hanging out with me so I could just be left alone to myself, but I can't exactly say that.
Just wanted to get this off my chest. Also sorry again for any spelling errors!