u/Annual-World-3408

I need help adjusting my aim, because initially I thought it was just me being bad given I’ve only recently started playing again and I’ve always played on pc before.

But when I used the several years old controller at my friend’s house I had no issues aiming whatsoever and could easily stack up on kills.

However when i’m playing at my house with a controller that’s only a few months and not even used all that much my aim gets horrendous, i can’t center my aim properly and the cross air keeps slipping anywhere but on the targets.

I’m currently trying everything, from changing sensitivity, deadzones, to even do aim training just to see if it’s a skill issue but every time the issue keeps coming back.

What’s frustrating is that I have no clue on why this is happening with a virtually new controller compared to one that nearly has half my age and has been used profusely.

Any suggestions or advice will be greatly appreciated given I cannot switch to mouse and keyboard at the moment.

I’ve put the NSFW filter just in case, even though I won’t really explicit anything because I feel like there’s no need to.

The title is pretty self explanatory, I’ve been getting self conscious about all the teeny tiny things about my appearance once again after about a whole year of feeling actually handsome, and this arose the idea of getting a full makeover of my features.

I did try to talk about this with those close to me but overall it always circled back to the same answer that I should not do it because I’m apparently “already good looking”

I feel shitty about it but i can’t help in feeling that most if not all of those options are biased in some way.

I won’t lie, I hate feeling this mediocre about literally anything about me, and I would definitely like to somehow discover that I’m actually good looking and just had a very bad view of myself all along, but I’m afraid I wouldn’t be here now if that was true

If anyone feels interested in helping me out, I can share some pictures of me in PMs, unfortunately I do not feel confident nor brave enough to post my face publicly.

Any feedback will be appreciated, I’m just looking to be talked out of these drastic thoughts with honesty.

As the title suggests I’m not exactly in the best mind space at the moment, and it is mainly due to my general self doubt, particularly about my appearance because otherwise i wouldn’t be posting here.

I just struggle to feel content with how I look, either I try to pinpoint flaws or to find some sort of social clue that disproves any sort of nice feeling i develop for myself.

The worst part is that I cannot help but compare myself to guys that manage to look good anywhere and at any time, even in their goddamn IDs whereas I just don’t.

I wouldn’t say I’m hard to look at or ugly, most of the time I just feel unbearably mediocre, which is arguably more gut wrenching than feeling straight up ugly because at that point I’d probably just accept it after some time.

What makes me feel guilty for this is that I have some good things going on in my life, like I have a girlfriend and have been with her for over a year now, she makes me happy and I do love her a lot yet I keep feeling and acting like a self centered loser that can’t be satisfied with his appearance.

I’m 20 and the fact I still act this way actually pisses me off and it just adds up to how negatively I view myself as a whole.

I won’t lie when saying that I wish I looked good like those guys I morbidly compare myself to, and in the back of my mind part of me wants to believe I am that kind of guy, but it gets shit down quickly by my never ending self judgment in literally anything that shapes me as a person.

I’m not even sure I’m looking for any advice here, just for anyone to relate and give me their two cents about their own similar experience, feeling understood would be a nice step forward.