u/Annual_Science_6185

atleast i got 68% in pcm,

i jus saw in cbse sub reddit, op's brother, who was in 12th class, same as us, commited suic**e, damn, cbse this is really fked up

i am done now, failed, got 68% in pcm, got 20xxx rank in viteee, so prolly vit vellore cse,

gonna study for clg now haha

chodo mei chala vit vellore cs karne, have started studying cs now for clg

marks are wayy too bad for most people

Title meri phat rhi hai i got 68 percent wtf

CHECK DIGILOCKER

idk why but i always ask validation from chatgpt, idk why, like 25 days left, from 147 to 320+ in bitsat possible? same i did for jee, must have wrote the same prompt 100s of times, idk what is wrong with me, also i am so distracted idk why, i try to stop myself even as far as slapping myself if i want to watch yt shorts, but nothing works, this shit has been happening from 11th starting,

now, i know people will hate me for saying this again, but i really was such a topper like guy before covid, like winning medals and trophics in acedemics + extracurriculars, but doomscrolling + constant need for validation + brain fog ( random ass thoughts coming into ur head, imaginary situations popping in ur head, when u start to study),

ig my mother was right, its coz of that damn phone.

all my hopes of my parents of clearing jee and getting into an iit, first in the family, all gone just beacuse of dumbfkery of doomscrolling, all the money will wasted if i dont get into bits with a decent branch.

how to deal with this sht, and i am not asking like use website blockers or anything like that, i am asking like in a mental thought level.

mods can answer too

want to keep it short, had a fight with my parents, they said i wont be able to do anything, i was fit only for polytechnic, etc, going offline for 28 days to prove them wrong

and to rest all people, study hard, go to pilani/goa/hyd, it doesnt matter, bits is bits, and bits is good,

good bye