u/Annual_Weight_2766

I (23f) haven’t had sex or being intimate with anyone for the last 5 years. This has been my choice.

But I wonder that the day it happens, I might overstep the person’s boundaries.

I dunno if other people feel this way, but after CSA, you feel like your sense of boundaries gets messed up, for your body and for others.

I wasn’t a touchy feely child and I’m not a physical touch person now. Sometimes I get scared that I might make someone uncomfortable with my touch so I avoid it. Same thing in an intimate situation.

I just feel messed up.