Fellow member passed away
Longjumping_hold_230 just passed away July 2nd 2026. He had almost 18 months clean off this nasty stuff but it wrecked his body and mind.
He could never shake the depression. And eventually picked up drinking again. He died from the damage this stuff and drinking did to his body.
Feel Free is the only drug he ever did. Before this he was 10 years sober. Drinking had been his thing, he got sober many years ago and then one day discovered FF.
What started out as a one a day habit turned into a 12-16 a day necessity. He showed up on my doorstep asking for help almost 2 years ago. I had never heard of FF.
I’ve been in recovery for 25 years. It’s been breaking my heart to see my brother deteriorate and not be able to do anything about it.
Please take care of yourselves once you quit this stuff. Just stopping is the first battle.