Heavy gooning problem
I want to improve. I am a teen 14M I viewed pornography at a young crisp age of 7 or 8. I started jerking off then and there and pandemic season hits. I started using discord and apps more frequently. Someone invited me to a pornographic server and there I started lusting. I couldn't stop it honestly. I was probably mentally unstable that time yk. The sad boy era/phase and I started using gooning to ease it off. Alot of gooning (2-4x a day). And now I'm 14. I realized that this stuff is breaking my mind and that im actually going insane over it. It's probably puberty but I don't see women as people just for sex, but recently I started lusting over my female friends and I see myself a degenerate. They're sweet and kind and I'm here being a chud4life. How is God gonna trust me with a sweet girl if I can't even trust my own hand and mind.
Please send help and advices to beat the porn and excessive gooning problems.