Realisation
Trying multiple dating apps and not getting even a single women match, even I know I'm not good looking idk man, it's getting very difficult to find someone who likes you in some way and I say this, even if u have a great personality or live like a gentleman the first thing ever will be your looks and the rest comes after.
I do look for emotional and physical needs but I'm not that hyper and it feels like I'm gone mentally retarded or something that I might need medications to feel better.
I do like to be a loner and alone most of the time but this thing about loneliness and needs hits me sometimes that I'm losing it and for someone like me I can only buy me a company and i don't think it will occur naturally.
I just don't wanna be back even i realise that I'm ugly that's the problem, if someone had similar issues what did u do?