does anyone elses journey include celebrities?
Ik im 100% on the journey judging by how much I’ve healed and ascended.
But.
Ever since I met my twin flame, I’ve been clairaudient. When the journey began, I had a huge crush on this one music artist, let’s say Drake.
I’m not delusional about this crush. When I first met my twin flame at the gym, I was like, yay! I get a happily ever after.
But even after 7 years since me and my twin flame met, he’s been obsessed with the fact that I have a crush on Drake. I’ve actually stopped listening to him completely because idk how but it seems like my twin flame knows when I’m listening to him and gets really mad at me for it.
But anyways,
Ik this journey and meeting your twin flame is supposed to answer your life questions and make your life make sense.
So im just going about my life and day, but then I get downloads about Drake constantly. I was super into this celebrity and was kind of pop culture crazy back then but this messages or downloads tell me like “my worst nightmare” confirmed that Drake has a twin flame and it’s let’s say, Doja Cat.
So obviously I was like, oh happy for him I guess that’s cool. It’s nbd. And I moved on. A little disappointed but I was like I have a twin flame and I’m focusing on him right now and it’s cool. Like truly. Didn’t really care that much. I have a life outside of celebrity culture. I’m grounded in reality. Just an interest/hobby of mine.
Then as the years went on more downloads about Drake.
I have a trauma when I was younger and I woke up and felt like I got raped in my sleep.
So then I hear who done diddly darn did it. And apparently it was Drake who raped me astrally bc he is an incubus monster. And he used this experience as an accidental rapist to inspire his art/music. That he has trauma of waking up one day and knowing he raped someone.
So I was like… ok? That’s not exactly helpful but whatever. I was like please stop telling me about Drake. And while it was healing. I’m still like… why can’t this be with people I actually know?
So again years go by and I’m just ok with this explanation and I’m just living my life feeling a little better that I got “closure”.
Now the downloads tell me to unfollow and delete everyone from my Instagram which I had no problem with kind of because I kind of hated everyone I knew at that point. So I do. I just delete my instagram and the messages tell me, they were not my soul family and that Drake is my soul family and to make a new account and just follow people you actually admire and like. Which consisted of just celebrities at that point.
And while it was healing to do that because I believe the people I used to be friends with were toxic. I was still like a little weirded out by the Drake part.
Then again years pass, and one day, the downloads tell me Drake could remote view my life his entire life, were twin flames, and I’m the “real Doja Cat” and that he is false twin flames with Doja Cat bc I am the “real Doja Cat” and she is my doppelganger. They tell me Drake used my whole life as inspiration for his music and that’s why I identify with it so well. And again I’m like ermmmmmmmmmm. Ok then…?
I told my best friend all of this and I think it scared her away bc we don’t talk anymore and I miss her dearly. The downloads told me she is the one soul family member that I’ve met and I’ll see her in the next life or the after life.
So now I’m a point where I’ve officially stopped chasing my twin flame. I’m at a point where I don’t think I’ll ever end up with my twin flame because he’s just not my type and I deserve someone I actually like. The obsession is gone. All chasing mentality is gone. I turned it inward like everyone says to and I feel like it’s working.
I just got a divine message from my best friend who I haven’t talked to in 6 years and it told me that she is on a spiritual awakening journey and that she misses me too and that her awakening journey also includes weird celebrity stuff that she judged me for.
So the downloads have told me recently that this is my karma and job this life time and I can be with Drake in my next life.
And I’m just a little lost bc right now, all I want is my best friend back. My old friends and life back. But all I’m left with is my instagram following Drake and he doesn’t even know I exist. I just want to be with my true soul family.
I keep seeing angel numbers so maybe I’m on the right path. But I’m just wondering if this has happened to anyone else? I’m kind of left with more questions than answers at this
(everytime i watch one of Drake's MVs i feel my twin flames heart sink. still)