Dumped
I’m fighting for my life rn girl. I got dumped on Saturday and my goodness, I feel like I’m getting dragged through hell. He blocked me everywhere, and I ended up calling private 100 times yesterday. I’m losing my mind.
In way, it feels like karma because I broke up with him in January because he would never listen to how I felt. Every fight would end up with him explaining his side while completely overlooking mine, and I constantly felt judged, so I left him. He begged me to stay with him, but I had told him time and time again how I felt, and he never listened until I broke up with him. So I stood firm in my decision even though I was still in love with him.
We were no contact for a month and a half, and he called me asking if I ever went to get tested and what the results were because during our relationship I kept getting BV. After I told him everything was fine, he started apologizing for everything, saying that now he sees where and how he was wrong. He said he hopes I don’t hold any resentment toward him, and I told him I didn’t. But hearing his apology, hearing him finally validate my emotions and take accountability, made me want him back and think maybe this could work.
A few days after, I ended up telling him that I wanted to see him, and he came over. I told him I wanted to try again. We were together for 3 weeks, and they were great, but then he had to leave for Florida, and he was going to be gone for 2 months. I was scared that the distance was going to separate us.
That’s exactly what happened. While he was over there, I was holding on to hope of us being in a good spot and thinking about our future, but he was using the distance to let me go, it feels like, because things started feeling distant between us, but I kept holding on.
He broke up with me last Tuesday, and I begged him not to do this, so we kept talking here and there. But on Saturday it blew up, and he blocked me everywhere. I can’t take this. I feel so played and hurt.