Boy breakfast ??
Food is the coffee ground at the bottoms because I didn’t sleep and trying to put myself together.
I had a huge fight with my girl yesterday and I actually listened and improved on what she’s asked, which resulted in her shoving me a few times when I went to give her a hug to help diffuse (which she told me I should do when she’s going through her trauma patterns and I’m having trouble talking to her).
Going through the whole song and dance is useless,
I’m just confused now, she’s repeat offending after I’ve given her chances and now I’m not even picking up on it because I have changed my approach to the problems.
I guess my question is when is enough enough because she is smart and awesome and lovely and she’s trying so hard but sometimes she just digs herself in these holes. She’s getting better and growing and learning so leaving feels like I’m going to cut her growth short and it almost seems selfish of me to leave when we have grown so much and things have gotten better.
But then how many people do we know that should’ve listened to that gut feeling and all it’s telling me to do is leave and it gets better and it moves on. So at this point I’ve let the hole thing go and she just keeps hanging herself.