Is this emotional abuse?
I've been married for decades and we've had issues with name calling (him) in the past during conflict. We went to marriage counselling and things improved, mainly because I changed how I approach him and (I now realise) I gave up a lot of myself to make this marriage work. There is a huge power imbalance in our marriage and he calls all the shots. It's very hard to get any of my needs met so I stopped having needs. I picked up hobbies and rely on friends but I've been lonely for a very long time. I just want someone who sees me and obviously cares about my wellbeing. We don't sleep in the same bedroom (his choice) and if we have any kind of conflict, he withdraws and ignores and I end up chasing for resolution/resolve as it's hugely painful existing in a space when the person who is supposed to love me acts like I'm dead. It feels like life is in limbo (for me) when he cuts me off. I can't function. He can do that for days/weeks. He seems to thrive when things are like that. Sleeps well, does his own thing, cooks his own food and completely detaches. Our arguments happen if I raise an issue or react to something rude he has said. Currently, my elderly parent is terminally ill and I'm struggling. I don't have a good relationship with this parent, so it's raised all sorts of things for me. In the past I've been there and supported my husband through similar and I just want the same back. I want to feel supported and have my husband ask me sometimes how things are. He never asks if I'm ok and right now I'm not. I raised this yesterday. He immediately became defensive and the result of me explaining that I don't need him to solve the problem, I just want to be able to talk about my Dad and have him listen. If I talk apparently I need to say what I want to talk about and be clear about it. He became furious when I said I just want to be able to talk to you about my Dad and for you to listen. He says he can't be emotionally supportive or morally supportive in the way I demand. It's not who he is. He can't do it and it will end our marriage if I expect that. I'm telling him "he's wrong" and making it his problem. If I want to take about my Dad to someone who will just listen and not give advice, then I need to see a professional and not talk to him. I said that all I need is to feel like he's there for me but he says he doesn't ask that from me so I shouldn't expect it from him and my emotions are not his problem. He said that nobody says to anyone "how is your dad who is dying from cancer" but that's not what I've asked for and it felt like the whole conversation involved him putting words in my mouth and me saying "I didn't say that" or 'that's not what I've asked for" it just feels like raising this has made me feel even worse and regretting bringing it up. When I said let's meet in the middle he said "it cannot be resolved" but this is about my Dad dying and me asking for support. I ended up apologising for expecting him to be someone he isn't, raising it in the wrong way and him withdrawing and becoming sullen and moody and the atmosphere tense. This doesn't help me feel less alone at a horrid time and now I feel like I just can't talk to him about my Dad at all.
I don't understand how asking for emotional support by just listening lead to me being ripped apart again. Is this emotional abuse or am I being completely unreasonable by expecting him to be someone he's not?