u/Any-Promise-8066

Help me not freak out.

I made the mistake of glancing at the weather app, and from Sat-Wed its all thunderstorms. I'm actually losing my mind a little bit lmao I cannot find any NWS statements on it. Just for today, which I dont need. The fact its gonna be so hot until then has me so unbelievably terrified for a tornado forming. I used to think I lived in a place tornadoes wouldnt happen but then last year there was a tornado right up the street and Ive been unable to be calm about storms ever since. 5 days of storms is going to be hell for me, especially the first day when the energy will probably be so strong from the heat. Is there a statement I'm missing? Surely the NWS will have something on this, 5 days straight of thunderstorms has to carry some elevated risk. I can't stop shaking. Can anyone give me any info on this at all.?

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u/Any-Promise-8066 — 3 days ago

I'm just curious if anyone else has had this experience. I sh-ed intermittently from 12-17, and recently relasped unfortunately, at 20. Anyway, in the ~3 years I was clean, I still kept my blades. Came back to bite me obviously but I genuinely never thought I'd relapse, and even then, I couldn't throw the blades out.

I don't know what it was, because I was sure I'd never need them again, and it's not like I looked forward to a time I'd use them again. I had three years and a few months to get rid of them, but I didn't. The thought of throwing them out was weirdly distressing. Even though I've since relapsed, I want to express that I was feeling better the past 3 years. I got plenty of sharp things, all without even considering I could use them on myself, but I couldn't bring myself to throw out the blades I already had.

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u/Any-Promise-8066 — 20 days ago