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I don't know if this is the right place to ask this. I feel so dumb feel like I don't belong with the rest of the smart guys . Currently I'm doing a bachelor in engineering I always had some kind of a passion to go for a PhD. The thing is it is hard to accept that I'm not that smart. Has anyone here felt that way? I don't have any kind of motivation, I'm feeling like I've lost. Please I need to know have you ever felt that way doing engineering?? How did you manage it?

There's this girl once I liked, I never confessed to her ,but she knew about my attraction towards her. And I forgot sure I knew I wasn't her type. So after struggling I tried to move on, I cut off the interactions i had with her, like texting less, not talking much(shit that feels cringe btw) .

The thing is she asked me yesterday, why are you ditching me off , I said nothing actually.

I want to keep the friendship,but no romance,that's why I did this . But now I feel that's some kind of wrong.

Also the thing I think my inner self is deep down expecting for her attention by not paying attention to her .I don't know you guys get this or not, am I really moved on ? I need to completely remove my romantic feelings for her

We are assigned to do a project under the module of embedded systems engineering, and we are from the electrical and electronics engineering dept,

My idea is to build something like a swarm robotics system, specified to do a simple task like cleaning an empty space. We got like 2-3 months for the whole project.

What are your ideas? How can I improve this? Actually I want to convert my project idea into a notable one.