u/Any_Nebula_2640

I am now 57 days post op. I have been feeling less feminine since my surgery and i really hate it. I have had big boobs practically my entire life. I was a D cup by 7th grade. When i had my reduction i went from a 36H to a 36DD. Don’t get me wrong i hated by boobs. But they also made me feel so hot. I’m 18 and yeah I have a boyfriend but god do i want to go in public sometimes and just feel hot. Now i feel like idk a guy cosplaying a girl and i hate it, i don’t feel like my face suits me anymore, i can’t wear makeup without feeling off, i just don’t feel right anymore. I love how they look but I feel wrong. If anyone has dealt with this or anything similar some advice would be great.