u/Any_Revolution_6864

She doesn't like me.

I don't even know what to do. I never do. She literally asked me about what to say to this guy who she complimented and asked for her insta and how to talk to him. Do you even know what that feels like?

I'm so fucking tired of being lonely. Why can't friends just be enough? Why can't anything I do be enough? I've been so lonely for 4 years, 4 years of this shit and it's only been getting worse and worse. I finally get a social life, no longer isolated and I ended up worse than before, more suicidal than ever.

I've only been held up by delusion, every month, it feels like I'm loosing more and more of myself with some blanketed delusion, false hope just to keep me with some semblance of function.

I could barely deeply trust anyone and now it's not at all. I might as well be isolated again. She was so fucking nice to me, my closest friend, my actual friend. And yet, it's not enough, none of them are enough, I still feel so lonely. The world is so cold.

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u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 14 hours ago

I wanna show off all my OCs

Tell me what you think! Or ask me something abt them idk, I just wanna show them off

  1. Rae and Allen (Concept art)

  2. Finished today and don't have a name for her yet (Combining Alt aesthetic with a Jester/clown)

  3. COMPUTER ANGELS

  4. Saffron's 2nd Design (Inspired by Dreamcore)

  5. I still don't have a name for her yet (Testing inverted colors with a puppet)

  6. Cleo (Based on Fruitger Aero)

  7. Allen (standalone artwork)

  8. Rae (Standalone artwork)

  9. Idk

  10. Saffron's OG design.

u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 1 day ago

Locked tf in and did this in a day (WIP)

I wanted to combine a Jester/clown with Alt styling/aesthetic and ended up going with playing cards as a merger of the two. The colors are gonna be Red black, and white.

I did the base, sketch and line work all today. Though I probably won't finish it today.

What should I name her?

u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 1 day ago

Guys it's done!

So now I've drawn Cyn and Uzi, now I gotta draw N and V and then I'll actually be done. This took a total of about 4 ish hours which I mistakenly thought it would take significantly less time.

Anyway, what do u think?

u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 3 days ago

3 HOURS!!!! 3 DAMN HOURZ AND IM NOT EVEN DONE!! 😭

You don't understand, my hand is sore, I've been sketching inking, and coloring for HOURS and I still have to do some colors, effects and shading.

While I have done artwork that have taken multiple days and even a whole week. But I think I SEVERLY underestimated how much this take out of me.

u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 3 days ago

Guys how do I hint that I like her? 15M

I have this female friend that developed a crush for, and I think she might like me. How do I hint that I like her? Or flirt? Idk, I need help.

I have pretty bad social skills and it's hard for me to hold a conversation and I'm also introverted. But she's more extroverted and to be honest it scares me. When I'm around her, there's usually another friend for her to talk to so I don't have to talk and just listen like I normally do.

But when there isn't, she'll come to me and I get anxious and don't know what to say.

Please help 😭

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u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 4 days ago

Song suggestions?

I've seen a lot of playlists very similar to mine have Alex G, but he doesn't seem to have the same style as my other artists. Any song recommendations for him would be nice.

And any other artists/songs based on my playlist.

u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 4 days ago

What should I write here for my artwork,?

I wanted it to be the mind, I had an idea but I forgot it, I'm taking the best and MAYBE (I know how y'all are) the most upvoted comment

u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 4 days ago

What should I write here for my artwork,?

I wanted it to be the mind, I had an idea but I forgot it, I'm taking the best and MAYBE (I know how y'all are) the most upvoted comment

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u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 4 days ago

I thought I'd make an actual post about myself so here it goes!

Hi!

I don't know how to make one of these but I thought I should give it a try.

I'm 5,8", straight male 15 years old, turning 16 in july, and I'm from the U.S.

I like to make stuff, used to be robots but now I'm more interested in computers and Retro tech. Right now I'm planning to build myself a new server. I play videogames, listen to music, occasionally go on walks, draw, and watch YT.

My favorite Movie is Pacific Rim but Godzilla is the GOAT. I LOVE CATS and I really wanna pet one. My favorite artists right now are Dusky Demise, I wanna be a jack-o'-lantern, and OverTonight. I also really like Dreamcore and Liminal spaces.

My favorite shows: TADC, Invincible, and Murder Drones

Favorite Games: BeamNG and THE FINALS

Favorite color(s): Cream/beige and Violet.

MY FAVORITE (most successful) PROJECTS: (last photos)

SCOUT: A small white 4 wheeled remote controlled robot with a built in camera (roughly 2 months to make)

4SIGHT: A larger 4 wheeled black Autonomous "Glorified Roomba" that can wander and avoid obstacles and be controlled via a Bluetooth app. It's called 4SIGHT because of the 4 front facing sensors.

I can't really think of anything else about me.

Honestly, I've been feeling really lonely over the past few years, I've struggled to make friends and when I finally do, I feel disconnected from them. I really just want somebody I can deeply trust and care for, but idk if I'll ever get that.

Anyway, that's me!

u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 6 days ago

Figured I'd make a post about myself. 15M

Hi!

I don't know how to make one of these but I thought I should give it a try.

I'm 5,8", straight male 15 years old, turning 16 in july and I'm from the U.S.

I like to make stuff, used to be robots but now I'm more interested in computers and Retro tech. Right now I'm planning to build myself a new server. I play videogames, listen to music, occasionally go on walks, draw, and watch YT.

My favorite Movie is Pacific Rim but Godzilla is the GOAT. I LOVE CATS and I really wanna pet one. My favorite artists right now are Dusky Demise, I wanna be a jack-o'-lantern, and OverTonight. I also really like Dreamcore and Liminal spaces.

My favorite shows: TADC, Invincible, and Murder Drones

Favorite Games: BeamNG and THE FINALS

Favorite color(s): Cream/beige and Violet.

MY FAVORITE (most successful) PROJECTS: (last pictures)

SCOUT: A small white 4 wheeled remote controlled robot with a built in camera (roughly 2 months to make)

4SIGHT: A larger 4 wheeled black Autonomous "Glorified Roomba" that can wander and avoid obstacles and be controlled via a Bluetooth app. It's called 4SIGHT because of the 4 front facing sensors.

I can't really think of anything else about me.

Honestly, I've been feeling really lonely over the past few years, I've struggled to make friends and when I finally do, I feel disconnected from them. I really just want somebody I can deeply trust and care for, but idk if I'll ever get that.

Anyway, that's me!

u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 6 days ago

Guya am I cool?

Some of these are like 2 months old. But the ones where I'm wearing the necklace are from today. What do you think?

I'm thinking about going for a larger build, should I? Or should I go for more definition?

u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 6 days ago
▲ 44 r/homelab

How to Backup a NAS?

I need a way to back up my NAS. I can't exactly afford to have a full 3-2-1 strategy cause as 15yr old, I don't have any offsite places to store data nor the money to pay a subscription. But what I do have is my PC, ThinkPad, and I could get more drives/computers if needed.

I don't exactly know how a backup system would work, would I need the same amount of storage my NAS has? Could backups be automated (running Ubuntu server)? I've seen people use an external drive or another NAS, and while I can do that, it'd be costly to maintain the same capacity with another NAS. I store my data in either immich or FileBrowser containers, one for photos/video, the other for 3D models, documents, etc.

I'm realistically only trying to protect against the NAS itself having some sort of failure with disaster protection not being my top priority, though if I can integrate that into my backup strategy without too much hassle, that'd be great.

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u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 8 days ago
▲ 45 r/homelab

For the guys with all the CPU cores

What do you run? I've been thinking about purchasing an old Dual Processor workstation but I wanna know what I could use it for besides VMs and Media servers.

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u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 9 days ago
▲ 3 r/immich

Is there a way to automatically sync immich photos to a another device?

I want to backup my immich photos to another computer automatically, but it doesn't seem as straight forward as something like syncthing. Is there any way to do this?

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u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 10 days ago

NAS Anxiety and simplification

I have a ThinkCentre M700 Tiny as my NAS and I want to upgrade it to something that's better yet simple. I was planning on building a 10" rack, but all the RAID stuff has got me anxious about data storage and loss along with having a UPS. I think I overcomplicated a RAID setup and I think I should just start over.

How should I go about building a NAS? I don't have much to store but I want to use Immich and File Browser. Should I go with SSDs or HDDs for a machine that likely experiences accidentally being knocked into or vibrations from my 3D printer?

Should I use a RAID setup and a UPS? Well, I already have one I bought but it's not in use and I don't want it to contribute to stress if I don't have to use it (swapping batteries and what not). Should I even be this worried about data loss?

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u/Any_Revolution_6864 — 10 days ago