Ik this sounds hella cringe but…
I feel like my life is ahead of my age like im only 13 i have attempted yk s*icide i have been a smoker for months and i have been struggling for years like i got a gf broke up a bit later i got a boyfriend then my grandma died from cancer then he broke up with me, now i feel lonely im insecure i hate myself like what is there to do😭🥀