u/ApatheticReality

But you’re lost in the darkness somewhere. Your whereabouts are unknown otherwise I’d have went to you. I’m so weak when it comes to you, but I feel as though you’re or your demons are gonna take my life somehow, maybe indirectly or just the toxicity that follows you scares me and keeps me from finding you. I remember holding you at night with an embrace and fighting the demons myself all night to let you get a good nights rest. I wish the things that happened never happened. I wish it were just you and I on calm glass like water on a hot summer day. I wish it were just you and I on a cross country road trip. I wish a lot of things. Most of all I wish for peace for you and I. You on your path and me on mine. I doubt you’re here but if you ever read this, here’s a little gift for you… I think of you almost every day, I want to share videos with you. I want to share new music with you. I have so many various subjects I want to talk about because I need your insight. I get a lump in my throat when I want to reach out because I remember unpleasant memories. And yes, the photos you last shared with me felt like a gut punch because I wanted to do that with you so much. Yet I’m glad you get to do that with your special someone. All those things you want I hope you get them too. Be safe stay hydrated.