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I want to reach out but im scared it’ll keep us stuck in a loop. I do miss you a lot though and I hope you reach out. I unblocked you in case you do.

Just exist whilst you explain the night sky to me

I dont WANT anyone else

I dont WANT to move on

I dont want someone who is even better

I dont want someone who is almost just like you

I WANT YOOOOOOUUUU

I never thought i’d find my other half and i found it in you. Do you know how rare it is to share the same mind with someone? We were so similar it was uncanny. How do you move on when you already experienced the love of your life, and it didn’t work out? I guess I couldn’t, idk how you did so easily - erased me like i never happened too. I wish you would’ve chosen me. I wonder what life would’ve looked like if we stayed together and fought for it. I’ve come to accept that someone might be the love of your life but you’re not theirs. Life is cruel.

Probably going to forever.

How do you look at someone like that and not be with them? It makes no sense to me... I dont care what the deal is, if I was looking at someone the way you did me, NOTHING would keep me from them.

Man..

That cute little way you tilted your head every time you stood close to me.. Then stared in to my eyes and I could see your little eye twitches and the sparkle in them..

Dear lord, woman.. Why the hell cant I have you?

Why is this used as a joke or not real in some way? You dont have to do that.. The eyes are sacred. Leave them alone.

"The eyes never lie" as they say.. Yeah, well.. Then how come I sit here and think about them 20 times a day for I dont know how many months now? No one has looked at me like that. Youre supposed to marry the person that does. I cant even talk to you..

Sure, theres plenty of fish. But, none of them look at you like that.. I want that one. For THAT reason. Its already a publicly known fact by my dating history that I have a type.. Why does it have to look at me like that and I can't have it? Everybody else can have all the other fish. Give me that one. Ill be happy. I wont need another one.

Youre not solving a problem by pretending to be in love with someone. Love is NOT problematic. Can we as a society STOP doing all these stupid things that are ruining the world? The situation doesnt matter.. If is NOT problematic to love someone and if they want to get with you for that reason, then its NOT problematic.

The eyes are sacred. Use other tactics for your stupid, childish, b.s. that nobody but you cares about anyways.

People will remember you looking at them like that for the rest of their lives. We are ALL walking around LOOKING for the person that looks at us like that so we can marry them.

Leave that out of it.. Yall are running around pretending to be in love with someone so they'll want to be with you and you can what, get some attention? Okay? Where is the problematic thing happening there? You cant date for love now either? Becsuse of why? A slight age difference or something? It doesnt matter.. I hate this. Its gross. This is why the world is such a mess and nothing is working. Any random idiot can make their opinions known on the internet and theres way too many other idiots that will follow blindly.

Dating for love is NOT problematic. I will die on this hill.

Ugh.

…why are YOU so mad? I didn’t cheat on you…you cheated on me and you’re the one that’s pissed off and mad? I don’t get it

I wouldn't pick Yewwwww in the next life or the one after that or after that or after that.

You run to reddit and talk instead of saying it to who you are talking about. It really made me not even wanna be around you let alone rekindle something that isn't even worth the trouble.

Remember all that crap you talked about me???? Remember each thing you said so you won't want me anymore. Cuz the feelings mutual bu

I understood I'm never gonna forget you . I'm trying so hard to forget you but everything reminds me of you . I miss you so much when I see someone . I'm so tired of remembering you everytime something good or bad happens I just wanna run to you and tell you. Anytime any thing happens that makes me sad i start thinking about you and why it ended. I want to tell you about so many things now . And I'm so done with this that I can't even gather the courage to trust someone again.

Insert combination of words that will bring you back

I’m so mad sorry I just need to let it out my ex discarded me when it should of been me and acting as if I never existed 30 mins after breakup and told me it’s over forever when it should be me saying that and acting as if it’s something easy to move on from after leaving me traumatised I’m BROKEN IN PAIN pls don’t be harsh on me Im at rock bottom and been crying on the ground for 6 hours and haven’t ate in a week and haven’t slept I can’t believe hes moving on and having a better life it sucks to move on hurts so much so much! The audacity how are you so ok with us never speaking again I was his first love held him when he cried when he never cries I picked him up at his lowest and now he’s left me and going to the highest whilst I dealt with the shit it’s hurting me I’m all alone no friends no support

I got attached so fast, because in so little time I got so comfortable with you. I felt a spark , after being numb for so long.

I wish you were still nearby. I wish you would just show up at my doorstep. I miss your voice, our inside jokes, sleeping on your chest. I miss your hugs.
Most of all I miss you. Your company. Having you next to me for everything.
I wish I knew that you missed me back.
You were always my person.
No one could ever compare to what we had.
Run outside tonight and look up at the moon… so that we’re both looking at the same one at the same time, even from afar.

To the lady who loves him next,

I’m sorry I helped to break him, it was never something I wanted to do, part of my heart will always be with him. And I will spend forever hoping and praying he is doing okay. But I knew he deserved more than I could provide him, more than my words could ever communicate and I hope he finds that with you.

Please be gentle with his heart, he deserves someone that is rational, has self control, and has time.
He deserves someone that can give him every second of their spare time. Someone that can chose him without fighting their inner demons. Something I couldn’t do.

He needs someone that can guide him in his routine. Make sure you include creative time, and that you make him get creative even when he doesn’t want to. Because the sparkle in his eyes when he has a musical breakthrough is something you don’t want to miss. It’s something magical.

Make sure he takes his meds, does his journaling, eats properly and goes to the gym.

Provide him with structure, with security, nurture him the way he deserves. There are parts of him he may not reveal to you, but those parts are so special, so if he does let you see them look after them, love them.

He will love you wholeheartedly, and give you the world, make sure you do the same for him, it’s what he deserves. It’s what he needs.

He is so insanely special. He is amazing. He will be your biggest fan and protector all in one. He’s a beautiful soul. One of the most beautiful souls you will ever meet!

Protect that. Make him feel loved. Make him feel safe. Make him feel special.

Do everything I failed at. Everything I will spend my life being sorry I couldn’t achieve. Don’t make the mistake of self sabotaging.

He really is one you never thought would exist, so unbelievably pure that has suffered far too much hurt.

Be kind, be loving, be everything to him. Be patient. Be the one his heart needs, and deserves.

Try and fix the broken pieces. Because honestly what’s underneath is so intensely wholesome.

To him, I hope you find an amazing woman that can provide you all of this.

It was never that I wanted to hurt you, that I couldn’t do our relationship. I needed to fix myself first. I needed to figure out who I truly am.

I’m sorry.

That I really do miss you. Not just the attention, it's not the chemical high, it's not about wanting someone I can't have or the power games or repeating childhood patterns, I wasn't sure but I know now, that no matter where I am in the world, or what I'm doing, no matter how many distractions or other people I surround myself with or how busy or free I make myself. It's your presence I crave, it's your arms I want to fold into at the end of every day, it's you I want to vent to or ramble to about stupid mundane things and it's you voice I want to hear back. it's you I miss more than anyone else, and it's you I want to come home to. I don't know how to explain it, I didn't expect this when I reached out and so I didn't trust my feelings for you or yours for me. How could they last this long, how did you awaken the part of myself I had lost so quickly? Were you the key I was missing? How can you still see anything worthy inside the mess of contractions I am especially after how I've treated you? I wonder if you feel this way too, but, you make it easy to love you. You are so brave, wise, clever and resilient and a million other good things.Yes you also drive me mad but I don't think you need to be afraid, even when I'm mad or frustrated with you, I can't stay that way, I still always need & crave you.ive not been like this with anyone else... It's just always going to be you, I've tried to forget it. I've tried to hate you or hold a grudge, I can't. I've tried to pretend you don't matter and that this isn't something I need or want. I've tried to destroy it because I didn't think it would last and my friends might not understand you. But it is something.. You do matter, more than you realize to me and I think we might be ok... I feel so confused& sad i wasn't able to see you properly. And I feel awful about how things have been, I'm so sorry for everything & that I haven't been more gentle with you, I didn't know my words had any power with you. I've done & said so many stupid things so I'm grateful you've been able to hold onto something. I miss you so much but I'm making the most of it here and ik I'll see you soon. Finally, a home isn't something to fear but something I get to be excited about, because I get to come home to you babe. Xxxx

In fact, I wish you knew just how highly I still think of you… even after everything.
I know apologizing to you, wholeheartedly, isn’t an option these days but you do deserve it, so I will make do with what I am given.

I’m sorry that I hurt you at the end, that my trauma was screaming louder than the reality in front of me, and that you experienced and endured the brunt end of that. I’m sorry that I let myself lose control in such a way that I know my words hurt much more than you let on during those two arguments.
You didn’t deserve to be inflicted by the emotions I thought I had once handled, no matter the circumstance or the situations that led to that point.

I’m sorry that I felt I couldn’t be completely honest with you about the hurt I experienced a month prior to those last arguments, and I’m sorry that was the catalyst to our entire ending. I thought if I could rationalize or ignore the residual feelings from that moment, everything would blow over - that I was simply overreacting. I’ve since learned that I wasn’t overreacting, and even with me trying to paint that night into a better light any time I’ve had to talk about it - the response was always the same from the listening party.

As much as I want to say these things to you, I respect your decision to not be around anymore. I will choose to remember our time fondly and as one of my favorite, short lived, chapters. I’ll miss you in the stillness of the night, in every loud noise and song throughout the day, and each and every time I step foot into this forest to find my sense of self and peace again.

Thank you for showing me the softness that is contained within you, for your compassion, for your time and patience, and thank you for loving me with what you had available to give.
I will never regret you, I will choose to remember throughout the years, and you will never be the villain in my story; even if I am the one in yours.

My heartbeat, always,
Cutie.
🖤

Made me miss you even more

I wish you would have done that with me ☹️

Can you and I just talk for a little bit and see where it goes after?

I deleted what I was originally had put down. I don't want to argue or fight. This is why I deleted what I had originally typed down. The reason I deleted is because it would most likely have cause or started one. Every time I start typing and then I think about it, it goes against wanting to not fight or argue so I just delete it because it's not what I want. I just want us to have a normal conversation. One where we just talk about random things and just talk like two normal people.

I think about you a lot. What you're up to. What have you been doing. What are you having for dinner. How your job is going(I honestly don't know if you're working or not), hoping you're drinking lots of water, and hoping you stop drinking redbulls/monsters/soda(at least cut back on it as a start). I hope you also cut back on something else because(it'll sound bad if I put it on here). I guess coffee is ok but hoping it's in moderation since you drink the other stuff all in the same day. I do care about you. That part has always been true and want you to be healthy as least as much as you can. I do remember I asked you if you would go to the gym with me if I asked and you said yeah. I hope that was true. I was going to say something else but it's better if I don't because that would say that you did something wrong. I'm just tired of pointing fingers at each other. I'm tired of the way things are between us.

I do have an idea you're watching the world cup since there are watch parties in the city you live/lived in and some of the matches were there or the next city over which isn't too far. I honestly don't know if you still live there. A part of me believes you are because it's just like your phone number when you said you had that number forever and can't part ways with it. That city is most likely the same in regards to not being able to part ways with it.

I know I've said this before and the first time I didn't really mean it. I realize that now. Time apart and not hearing your voice or others advice on what to do cleared my head. This second time, I really reflected and I really mean it this time. I am different now. A lot has happened at least in my growing and it's been a journey since we last spoke and I mean really spoke. After all that it was too tense/hot to where that's all we talked about or it would always lead back to that and we needed to cool down. Honestly, turning 30 helped a lot and I think differently now. I will say this though there are things that we could have done better. That's all I am going to say. Nothing more and nothing less. What would you want to hear from me? What words can get through to you regarding that? I'm not trying to get you to understand my feelings. This is me trying to reconnect. I don't care who is right or wrong anymore. I don't care about what were lies and what were truths. I moved past all that and there are some things I will never know.

This is a new me. I would like to show you. However, there is one thing that is still there. It's that sliver of hope. I don't know if you feel it to or if it's still inside. Maybe you can feel my thoughts of you somehow. That connection. That's all I'm going to say or mention.

What do you say?

Spams texts you even though im blocked LMAO

M, I have made many mistakes in my life, but none have i felt so much regret for than for how ive failed you. I cannot put it into words just how sorry i feel for hurting you and pushing not only you, but everyone around you away. I know this apology is late, but i mean every word. You mean the world to me, and judging by how you handled the break up, i still mean something to you as well. I sincerely hope you can forgive me and my shortcomings. I promise that ill improve, already have to some extent. If this is goodbye forever, then so be it. I just hope you understand that i really did love you. Not a made up version of you in my head. You, the smart, incredible woman who made me feel like i belong somewhere, the woman i found mutual comfort with in each others presence. The woman who i wantesd to spend the rest of my life with. I miss you, M. And i really hope to see you again.

i always worried that you never loved me enough and were just using me. you leaving has given me the final bit of proof i needed to believe that.