u/ApatheticToApathy

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What will you do when you're older? I don't think I'm making it to "older"

Just fucking pissed and tired of everything, it's 5am, haven't slept in 40 hours or something, ate once in the past 3 days, relapsed so hard that I was bleeding for nearly 30 minutes. Lowkey dont think I will ever be hired to any job when I'm in a state like this, especially with how I get panic attacks now whenever I go outside and get reminded of the fucking world that exists outside my head.

Anyway have some old memes I stole

u/ApatheticToApathy — 23 hours ago

Cant wrap my head around how some people dont think of death every day

It's just so surreal to me, I cannot go an hour without thinking about death or killing myself, how do people go around with their days??

I know it's not normal but I just cant imagine it being any other way than what it is now.

u/ApatheticToApathy — 3 days ago

My dad lost his job and I am probably dropping out of uni but I finally got diagnosed tho

So I will have to finally get a job and stop bed rotting, my anxiety has never been worse than rn and I am probably gonna relapse over everything that is going on.

u/ApatheticToApathy — 8 days ago

I fell in love with a guy from so far away and I can meet him only when I have money for plane tickets to his city and like it's achievable but I just cant wait for it 😭

Russian AND gay, should've picked one struggle not both 😭

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u/ApatheticToApathy — 19 days ago