My whole life I’ve felt like people tend to ignore me or avoid eye contact. I didn’t really have friends in school and social interactions often feel awkward no matter how hard I try. Even in small groups of 3–4 people, I’ve noticed that someone will make eye contact with everyone except me, and I end up feeling left out of the conversation.
I don’t think I’m that unattractive but I’m quiet and I have pretty masculine features for a girl like a sharper jaw and thicker eyebrows and sometimes I feel like my eyes look kind of dead and I think that puts people off. But I do my makeup and try to cover my eyebags with concealer. When I was talking to a classmate recently she kept fidgeting and moving her leg the whole time so I thought I was making her uncomfortable with my face so its hard for me to accept my face. Is this the reason why people avoid me?