completely losing my mind
I’ve never posted before just have been lurking but I just have to write into the void.
My childhood dog I’ve had for 16 years now had to be euthanized two days ago, it completely crushed me she had these sweet innocent eyes just full of love.
I have never felt this horrible before, I do understand the term heartbreaking now. Her birthday is also one day after mine so I’m not sure how that is going to go.
My mom doesn’t have a lot of money so I support her where I can, she’s so supportive of me and the best mother I could wish for. Me and my father don’t talk a lot as they divorced when I was a child, just checking up here and there, he makes a lot of money so I decided to text him and tell him what happened and if it’d be possible for him to help me out financially with just a bit of money so I can cover the vet bill a bit. And what came out he just straight up ghosted me and left me on read this is so so soul crushing.
I just hope it’s going to be okay, I truly do, it sounds so pathetic coming out of my mouth but I haven’t felt this helpless ever.
I hope everyone who reads this will do amazing and have many blessed days ❤️