Taking a mental health day
Trigger warning: mental health
I decided to take a mental health day tomorrow since I’m really struggling. I do not feel happy anymore. For context, I’m a first year, emergency-certified teacher working at a high school. I genuinely enjoy my classes and my students overall are kind, funny, and smart. But I am struggling. I feel extremely lonely. All I want to do is sleep all the time. All I do is go to work, sleep, and then do more work at home.
This weekend I started feeling like everything would be better if I just disappeared. I haven’t felt that way in a long time and it scared me. I know I need to see a therapist. I just feel lost rn. There is a heavy sadness in my chest, and it’s really difficult to go into work. I want to feel at peace with my life but I don’t.