"Brilliant" when I was a kid
My whole childhood I've kept on hearing about me being very smart or intelligent and got high potential.
But never, I've been good in academics.
Right now I'm in college and make content which gives me a lot of applause but in my commerce studies I face a hard time in understanding stuff. Honestly I can't be attentive even for 1minute when the teacher is teaching.
But idk why I've started to gain too much of interest in computer science, mathematics and neuroscience which is making me give a lot of time understanding these rather than study for my exams which are in just 9 days.
I feel very stupid after seeing the people here, and every post related to this community or the same kind.
I can't understand when the learning is structurised rather its just learning myself, figuring out stuff myself and trying to fit it in accordance with my processing of things.
But seeing every other person makes me feel very stupid