u/ArcangelZion

My life has frankly been shit I’ve suffered for nearly all 19 years of it facing abuse of all kinds and other struggles, but one of the biggest things and the main thing that has shattered my trust in God is that when I was at my lowest God abandoned me, he went completely silent and only when I became a pagan did he come running back. I’m honestly mad at him a part of has started to see Lucifer in a better light, I don’t understand how an all loving all knowing all good god can allow so much suffering in the world without taking some of the blame since he could stop all of it.