u/Arclights101

My ex and I broke up about 5 years ago, we've a 9 year old together and tbh it was the right decision to break up, our first time meeting sober was when she told me she was pregnant. Way to soon.

We've always done 50/50 though and I had our daughter 5 days a week more often than I've had her less than 50/50 until September 2025 when they moved about 2 hours from me. I'm now a McDonald's dad that sees her about 4 days a month and I don't know what to do but cry and hate life, it's so alone.

I can't afford transportation and my house, I can't move on, I just want my kid home and with me bmand I don't know what I'm supposed to do the rest of the days when I'm alone.

How do you force yourself to give a shit about life when your love is gone?