Delayed grief after medication abortion
I had an abortion like two weeks ago and as time goes on and I come down off the high of relief, feeling physically way better (no more severe nausea, food aversion etc) and having energy I realize that I am actually super traumatized by this and I feel horrible that it happened.
In the moment it was easier to dissociate from it all but now I am feeling pain that I can’t even really explain or understand. I don’t want to talk to anyone about it because I don’t even really want to talk about it or verbalize it and also don’t think anyone will super understand it since the people in my life haven’t gone through this? It just really hurts more as time goes on. I just don’t know what to do or how to even begin to come to terms with this or heal from it.