Questioning my identity after years
Hi everyone, I'm posting here some questions in search of help and other point of view.
So, I've ben a therian since I was a kid, I remember identify myself a lot in a wolf, and sometimes I had dreams about becoming a wolf and living life in that form.
At first I thought I was the only one like that but then when I grow up and eventually got access to the internet I discover the word therian and the community. At that time I was 13 or 14.
Since then I always been 100% sure to be a Wolf, specifically a black wolf.
Then a few days ago (Now I'm 27) I've started to realize that maybe I'm a wolfdog.
That's because even though I have a strong connection with wolves I'm feeling more like a domesticated one, because I like to be took care of and feel domesticated. The main thing is that I like to wear a collar (I made it myself) and since I wore it it felt a little bit like "home".
Anyway I still feel strongly like a wolf, specifically in the shape of fantom body parts and so on.
I just don't know if I'm just a wolf that like to feel domesticated or a wolfdog.
Thanks you so much if you read it all and sorry for my terrible English, it isn't my main language.