u/Artistic-Hearing5759

that’s what my life look like

i wake up every day and till i sleep in every second i do this:

i name things around me also say colors and everything that i see:

while i work(which i’m chef) while i watch movies while i ride my bicycle and while i even in my bed everything and every second i do this:

while i’m cooking: i name things or describe what i’m doing in my head like this: this is a red tommato right now i’m cutting it into pieces and this is a pasta and this is a cooking cream and this is a spoon so on everything. also i’m always alone and i talk so little and i don’t go around people verymuch.

also while i’m riding my bicycle i do this like this:

this is a tree and this is round which i’m name the road of where am i. also this is a park and this a market or read names of the places.

or while i watch a movie i name things that i see in the movie or when i see characters i say their names and so on.

i do it of what i’m into and what i’m doing everytime. and everytime when a thought or a memory or when i try to analyze something and think of something or something like that i cut the thought and come back to the thing that i’m doing and never break this cycle.

i also practice to say i love you to my loved ones and wish then the best and i hope they are successful and happy all the time in their life and wish them the best and every time when a bad memory or when my mind try to say bad thing to them i change the thought to positive things about them. like if my mind flash backs a bad thing that they said to me i change the thoughts to more positive like i try to remember myself that when they said that they love me or when they hug me or things like that. i never give myself to hate and negativity and always try to remember and think of beauty and love. and i love everyone around me and respect everyone around me. maybe there is still some hate and resentment be in my heart but i don’t listen to them and always wish them the best and love.

so i want you to know what i’m doing in my daily life and i want you to give me a feedback and i want you to give me your thoughts about this.

also i’ve been changed so much and my behaviors and emotions is geeting so much better and everything about me is so much better. even though sometimes i get tired about this but i say to myself if you don’t do this you will think of bad things and analyze and ruminate or stay in the loop without come out so this is the best thing to do even though it makes me tired sometimes. or also dance and sing sometimes while listening to music also helps others. so that’s what i’m doing.

also if i count the words that i say in one day it will not get much more than maybe 700 words, but in my mind maybe it gets 40,000 words daily. yeah that’s it.

i wake up every day and till i sleep in every second i do this:

i name things around me also say colors and everything that i see:

while i work(which i’m chef) while i watch movies while i ride my bicycle and while i even in my bed everything and every second i do this:

while i’m cooking: i name things or describe what i’m doing in my head like this: this is a red tommato right now i’m cutting it into pieces and this is a pasta and this is a cooking cream and this is a spoon so on everything. also i’m always alone and i talk so little and i don’t go around people verymuch.

also while i’m riding my bicycle i do this like this:

this is a tree and this is round which i’m name the road of where am i. also this is a park and this a market or read names of the places.

or while i watch a movie i name things that i see in the movie or when i see characters i say their names and so on.

i do it of what i’m into and what i’m doing everytime. and everytime when a thought or a memory or when i try to analyze something and think of something or something like that i cut the thought and come back to the thing that i’m doing and never break this cycle.

i also practice to say i love you to my loved ones and wish then the best and i hope they are successful and happy all the time in their life and wish them the best and every time when a bad memory or when my mind try to say bad thing to them i change the thought to positive things about them. like if my mind flash backs a bad thing that they said to me i change the thoughts to more positive like i try to remember myself that when they said that they love me or when they hug me or things like that. i never give myself to hate and negativity and always try to remember and think of beauty and love. and i love everyone around me and respect everyone around me. maybe there is still some hate and resentment be in my heart but i don’t listen to them and always wish them the best and love.

so i want you to know what i’m doing in my daily life and i want you to give me a feedback and i want you to give me your thoughts about this.

also i’ve been changed so much and my behaviors and emotions is geeting so much better and everything about me is so much better. even though sometimes i get tired about this but i say to myself if you don’t do this you will think of bad things and analyze and ruminate or stay in the loop without come out so this is the best thing to do even though it makes me tired sometimes. or also dance and sing sometimes while listening to music also helps others. so that’s what i’m doing.

also if i count the words that i say in one day it will not get much more than maybe 700 words, but in my mind maybe it gets 40,000 words daily. yeah that’s it.

i wake up every day and till i sleep in every second i do this:

i name things around me also say colors and everything that i see:

while i work(which i’m chef) while i watch movies while i ride my bicycle and while i even in my bed everything and every second i do this:

while i’m cooking: i name things or describe what i’m doing in my head like this: this is a red tommato right now i’m cutting it into pieces and this is a pasta and this is a cooking cream and this is a spoon so on everything. also i’m always alone and i talk so little and i don’t go around people verymuch.

also while i’m riding my bicycle i do this like this:

this is a tree and this is round which i’m name the road of where am i. also this is a park and this a market or read names of the places.

or while i watch a movie i name things that i see in the movie or when i see characters i say their names and so on.

i do it of what i’m into and what i’m doing everytime. and everytime when a thought or a memory or when i try to analyze something and think of something or something like that i cut the thought and come back to the thing that i’m doing and never break this cycle.

i also practice to say i love you to my loved ones and wish then the best and i hope they are successful and happy all the time in their life and wish them the best and every time when a bad memory or when my mind try to say bad thing to them i change the thought to positive things about them. like if my mind flash backs a bad thing that they said to me i change the thoughts to more positive like i try to remember myself that when they said that they love me or when they hug me or things like that. i never give myself to hate and negativity and always try to remember and think of beauty and love. and i love everyone around me and respect everyone around me. maybe there is still some hate and resentment be in my heart but i don’t listen to them and always wish them the best and love.

so i want you to know what i’m doing in my daily life and i want you to give me a feedback and i want you to give me your thoughts about this.

also i’ve been changed so much and my behaviors and emotions is geeting so much better and everything about me is so much better. even though sometimes i get tired about this but i say to myself if you don’t do this you will think of bad things and analyze and ruminate or stay in the loop without come out so this is the best thing to do even though it makes me tired sometimes. or also dance and sing sometimes while listening to music also helps others. so that’s what i’m doing.

also if i count the words that i say in one day it will not get much more than maybe 700 words, but in my mind maybe it gets 40,000 words daily. yeah that’s it.