u/Artistic-Mousse-7851

Like literally everyday half the posts are about day x of nofap I have the urges. Like bro you have the urges of course you did fap everyday before you still gonna get the urges. I saw a guy at day 900 still going through the challenge. What are you going through? If you didnt recover after all those 3 years you ain’t gonna recover without therapist. I am tired of these posts and those fake motivation like “you got this bro” - no you fucking don’t 😄. You need other activities. You fap because that’s the only source of joy in your life. Last 4 years from 15yrs to 19yrs was about NoFap for me, I wanted to stop masturbation to talk girls but it doesn’t about masturbation and more about how we actually think about porn. Normal mind shouldn’t think that porn=‘bad, loser, chud’ and nofap=‘good, handsome, talk to girls’. It’s true that I got a date on my first month of nofap but that was because I had so much fucking energy that I couldnt release in my bed busting my nuts to images of naked women and instead talk with others and strangers. And no, I didn’t meant it to be that AI slop article that we all gonna make it, I wrote all that shit because I am tired of what this is all about.

I’m in a dilemma with myself because I didnt study for a subject in uni (very hard lecture) and the exam that determines if I pass or not will be in 2 days. I ruined my 4 day streak a week ago because I promised myself to study but I procrastinated and I wanted relief from stress.

Should I let that subject fail for nofap? I feel burnout and I am currently procrastinating on studying because the loop is that I study, get strssed, fap, feeling miserable, doomscrolling for hours, study a little then fap then its same cycle. I genuely waiting for it to either pass or fail even if I fail I wouldnt care I would reattend in next year I am jhst so stressing rn last time I fapped was 4 hours ago and I dont have this masturbation feeling now (I am used to masturbatkng in the evening and when lights off in the middle of the night interrupting sleep)