u/Artistic-Return1871

Im in a situation right now where I did a very bad thing to hurt my family. Im a sinner for years. Im hurt, im ashamed, im so disappointed of myself and i know im so lost for a very long time. I feel so numb fron everything and now Im scared. Im not a good person as everyone thought I am. I really need help. I feel like im actually loosing myself from who really I am. I feel so fake from everything. I couldnt feel a thing anymore. Im so lost of passion and no wil anymore. Im so so so broken from all the sins I made. I feel like Im not a human, a daughter anymore. I need help.

I have a confession to make.

I stole more more than 2m+ from my parents.

paunti-paunti. Cash and deposite.

For years and years, Nagsinungaling ako na may trabaho ako, na may pera ako, pero wala. Sa kanila lahat galing yon.

I feel so ashamed right now.

Ilang beses ko na pinipigilan pero masyado na ako naging komportable sa ginagawa at nakukuha ko.

Tulong. Paano? Sobrang nakokonsensya na ako.

Ni hindi ako makaiyak.

Kailangan ko ng tulong mentally, physically and spiritually. Lahat. Ang sama sama ko.